It's like living longer to do more with the 24 hours I am given each day.
I must not waste so much time - that is like shortening my life.
I am always chomping at the bit to do work, projects, and to learn - there is so much life to live!
Most of my troubles are explained by the dysfunctional family life, the unhealthy examples I modeled after, et al, in childhood.
I didn't grow-up well. I'm maladjusted.
I CAN STILL DO THE GROWING-UP I DIDN'T DO EARLIER!
Largely it will take self-control against the forces and impulses I feel, and pushing myself through the resistance I feel in myself. Literally crying-out to God wouldn't hurt, either!
